And it feels like maybe if you were a better person, or a better Christian, or holier, or something, you wouldn’t have moments like this. Problems like these. You’d just be happy or joyful - or something - but definitely not like this.
I’ve been there, too.
But because I’ve been there, too, I can tell you a secret: this isn’t the end. This isn’t the last word in your life. Or my life. And we aren’t alone. The Bible is full of people just like us. And they’d tell you."